Rambling thoughts from the edge of death....
I wish that I could just crawl in a hole and die...
I am so sick, I hate this...
Had to work all night, it was excruciating!
Seems like the "Hawk urges" have been rumbling again.
Hopefully he will call me, soon. No one else seems to elicit the same submissive state in me that he can. No one had ever taken me to subspace except him, and with very little effort on his part, I might add. I seem to lose the rest of the world as soon as turn down that long driveway into the farm. I'm not sure that I could handle those emotions 24/7, but I'm not sure I could live without them, either.
I am so sick, I hate this...
Had to work all night, it was excruciating!
Seems like the "Hawk urges" have been rumbling again.
Hopefully he will call me, soon. No one else seems to elicit the same submissive state in me that he can. No one had ever taken me to subspace except him, and with very little effort on his part, I might add. I seem to lose the rest of the world as soon as turn down that long driveway into the farm. I'm not sure that I could handle those emotions 24/7, but I'm not sure I could live without them, either.
2 Comments:
I see that your sick. So take care of your self...
:o)
Thank you, lys_MDS... Red...
Yes, those urges are like a drug... they are like an itch that starts small, and grows more incessant until it is all I think about...
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